Do you ever lay awake at night in your room with your eyes open in the dark. wide open staring into the blankness & with each blink everything becomes more dark & distant and all you truly want is a more clear sight of the things you know are there. The bright vivid surroundings that are there when the shadows aren’t hiding it.
How about when you’re not laying in the darkness with your eyes wide open? Do you still feel it? Do you still feel that emptiness longing for something that you know is there but you just can’t quite catch sight of it no matter how hard you blink? No matter how hard you stare?